#draft

june 15, 2026

things to write abt:

• just graduated college. years of studying just past by. all my love ones was there. mybest friends surprised with bouquets. no tickets left but everyone tried. woke up singing first time in forever from frozen.

• going to dolomites. with alex and eugenio. finished all the major things on my bucketlist. now theres only mt bromo left so need to start making more. also going to yosemite too!

• looking forward to moving. have been connecting with some people from seattle. really want a dog.

• been on a couple dates with different men. NOT a WHORE. just know what i want so if the first two dates doesnt work out, on to the next. also not settling anymore. however, having a mini crush on this guy because hes just funny as fuck. but it wont probably ever work out anyways. also tbh i only have a few weeks left in the bay so rather use this time with my family and girls. and i will only settle down if i ever find someone the way my best friends makes me feels: unconditional love.

• my type: autistically smart. funny AS HELL. i hate being the only funny one in the relationship. 6’2. has a FT job. family oriented. charisma. gentleman. chilvarious. opens doors for me. rots with me. pays for the couple first and then i can chip in for the few afterwards. send me something that reminds them of me. spontaneous. hairy, pls no balding. likes outdoors. takes pictures of me candidly. cook together in the kitchen while dancing to sunday groovy songs. extroverted.

Bucketlist so far:

Mt bromo

Things thats been making me happy:

Knowing its so obvious im my dads favorite kid

Going to dolomites soon

Doing yosemite soon

Doing hawaii soon

Moving soon

A guy…hes just really funny

My girl cousins are all here! And doing a roadtrip soon

Alex and i are going to be unemployed together for a week

Sleeping over at VV’s house

Graduating! And all my loved ones showing up

VV crying because she knows im moving soon.